Perspective is finding yourself lost in a new country
It’s being reconnected to the world for the first time in three days
To find your first communication makes you feel
even more alone than you did before
It’s feeling like you wish you could turn back the clock
and send you more letters, more emails, more notes of appreciation
Held on a little longer despite the strains of distance
To tell you just how mesmerizing your love of life was
How my truths were always safe within the walls of our conversations
And that we all loved you- Te amo
And can’t believe you’re gone
Perspective is not wanting to make new friends
Because you lost an old one
Ripped out from the pages of a grand and beautiful novel
From a selfish and weak soul
Perspective is feeling overwhelmed by the pain of loss
But simultaneously overwhelmed by gratitude
For moments shared, and lives you touched
And knowing that the work you did and loved
I will continue in my own path doing–
I owe it in your remembrance to keep going.