For all I am
For all I’m feeling
I will be true and
I will seek
Gave away my pain
And all the chains
‘Cause I’m no slave
For I am King
For all I am
My ancestors tell me so
My blood it tells me so
My being it tells me so
–“I Am King,” Ray Hodge
While I was on a work trip to Providence, Rhode Island last year, my Lyft driver was a very friendly black, immigrant man. At one point on the ride from the train station to my hotel, he started talking in earnest about the beauty of black people across the globe and our immense strength. He marveled at the legacy each of us is born into, the courage and strength of thousands of lives who envisioned better for us and each generation. How we were taken far away from our homelands, across seas, toiling in the sun day after day, and yet here we are. He paused and shared a small smile with me before stating that he did not believe that any other group of people on earth could have endured what our people have for centuries and still find ways to survive and thrive. I agree.
Last week was hard. I couldn’t find a single area of my life that I thought was smooth sailing. My spirits were low, and I felt drained of energy and inspiration. It’s during weeks that those that I ground myself in what I know to be true:
That there is nothing I cannot do through the creating powers of God.
That I am not bound to this earth.
That I am more than I can produce in a day, a week, a month, a lifetime.
That I do not have to cling to my pain.
That I am the descendant of magnificent kings and queens who may have lost their land, but never their purpose.
That I am the daughter of two visionaries, who crossed an ocean to build the type of home that goes with me wherever I am.
That I am loved.